Miraculous News!!!!!!!!!!

Yes, I have miraculous news that you will have to wait to hear until you have read what I have to say first! Yesterday, God really brought some revelation my way that is changing my perspective and I believe is one of the keys to moving forward out of this intense battle.

It started on Saturday when I logged on to listen to a man named Kynan Bridges. I don't know much about him other than what I could know by the words coming out of his mouth which were anointed and definite words from God. He spoke of many things that I have been walking in already throughout this year. Things like speaking the Word, ingesting it like the medicine that it is, living by the spirit and not by the world's system etc. Then he brought something to life for me. Some of his family members were diagnosed with ms and he started to experience the same symptoms. During that time, he stood on God's Word and God began to speak to him and told Kynan to stop asking Him to heal him because He already did that. He already paid that price by getting those 40 stripes on His back and dying on the cross. God told Kynan to start thanking Him for perfect health. Simple right? I know this right? I have done both to be honest, but when I woke Sunday morning more revelation came to go with this.

As I was getting ready for church, all I could do was thank God for perfect health. Believe me, this is completely opposite of what my body is feeling. But that is the only thing I could do. Then God just sweetly opened my eyes to something.

" The FEAR of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom..." Proverbs 9:10. Chad and I have been on a search for wisdom regarding our situation. Answers, solutions. What I realized is that as much as Chad and I love God and honor Him we are not truly fearing/honoring Him like we should in our situation because we keep asking Him to do things that He has already done. Every time I ask God to heal my body, (not that this is wrong according to God's Word this is just the level of accountability that God has us at), I am ignoring the fact that He already paid a tremendous price for me to walk in perfect health. I am looking at the stripes on His back and ignoring the tremendous pain and suffering He took so that I didn't have to. I started to repent and ask God to forgive me of this. And I believe that as we honor Him, truly honor and trust Him, that's where our breakthrough is.

So today I open one of my healing books and today's title is, no joke, " By His stripes you were healed." LOL...1 Peter 2:24, " Who His own self bare our sins in His own body on the tree, that we, being dead to sins, should live unto righteousness, by whose stripes we were healed." Read this scripture a million times.

Now for the miraculous news! We got the spinal mri results back this morning. These were the words out of the nurse's mouth, " Your scan was fine. Nothing new, only old scarring. So whatever is going on is most likely not the ms, you are stable." WHAT???!!!!!! Yes Lord!!!! Thank You Jesus!!!! I did not doubt in my heart and God gave us the report we asked for!

You might ask, well is it damage etc. Well, it could be, but almost 6 months off of ms meds and my body is doing this crazy stuff and there are no new hits, except for the one in the brain that is not significant enough to be causing any of this. This is the clarity that we need to be able to pursue other things. If it's not ms acting up, then what is it? I believe that as we continue to fear the Lord in the absolute right way, we are going to get the wisdom we need to conquer this season and move forward. I believe it with all of my heart.

I know it seems silly that I am so giddy about this given my body hasn't changed but I just can't help but be giddy over God being God. I don't ever want to lose the excitement I feel when God is doing the miraculous!

Thanks for praying and please keep praying for us. We don't want to jump ahead of God in any way...thank You Jesus, You are so amazing.