As I type now I am literally sitting on the couch hardly able to type to you because of my physical state. I am only blogging now because it's for me to keep believing that God is pressing me forward. It's encouraging to me and I know that God is going to use this experience. I believe that we have to show that we believe even when things "seem" the worst they have ever been.
Romans 10:11, " Anyone who believes in Him will never be put to shame." I am really trying to release my faith and keep my confidence in God's Word. I know that God will not put me to shame or anyone else who is standing in this fight with me. I feel that it's important for people to see us believing even when it doesn't look or feel like I should. We have been searching for answers, but the Answer is already there and our job is to trust and stay out of fear and know that God is God. This is not the end, it's only the beginning. And I want to document this so that when I am on the other side of this, we will see what God brought us out of.
When you read this, don't feel bad for me, read this and be encouraged that God is a big God and even in the midst of your circumstance He can get us to a place of rest and healing. His Word is true and it's living and active even though my body doesn't feel living and active at this moment. I want to use every minute of this to give God the glory that He deserves. I will not give the enemy the opportunity to manipulate me in the midst of my exhaustion and frustration. I will allow God's Word to prevail and for my spirit man to be stronger than my physical man.
Psalm, 103:1-5, " Bless the Lord all my soul and all that is within me, bless His Holy name! Bless the Lord Oh my soul and forget not all His benefits, who forgives all your sins, and heals all your diseases, who redeems your life from the pit and crowns you with love and compassion, who satisfies your desires with good things so that your youth is renewed like the eagle's." I know that I just used this verse in a previous post, but it's encouraging me today. I don't care if blogging about this makes me a bigger target, God is still bigger and I want to see my process of overcoming!
I'm preaching now...somebody give me an amen! We are going to make it...God please don't put us to shame, we need you now, we need you to make a way where there is no way...we know You can.
Amazing! Knowing you are standing in spirit is so encouraging! I stand with you and pray with you, as you move through this attack/trying time/faith building moment. "Moment", I like that word for you. Pastor Russ said something today. Our life is not just the dash between our birth and death, it is what we do that impacts our eternal heaven experience we are striving for! You are doing it! God is smiling at you as you walk in faith. Know we love you and your family so much and are here for you.
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